Fuck off

i say fuck off!!! i cay fuck off!!! stop telling me craps!!! stop it!!! i dont hav to know all that u wan me to know!!! can u leave me alone??? can u cut me some slack???? so what????!!! i enjoy assuming everyone in this world as the angel!!! i dont care if they dont love me with that sincerity...i dont care if they hate me behind me...i dont care!!! i wana them to be angels!!!in my world atleast...can u try to understand??? i dont care!!! i wan a simple life, stop poisoning me with all those negative thoughts!!!i dont need any of that!!!! i juz wan to study hard n earn myself a life!!! is that bothering u??? why cant u just stop it???!!!! pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! see, i said n i meant it, i dont wan to hate anyone, please dont make me hate you, im not suppose to hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!im not!!! back off, wait there, let me earn my life n i wil be back to pay u back...juz wait there, please, stop poisoning me!!!!

class is really heavy for the first day.well, math lecturer looks like pn.low yoke har,but she's more sporting and i hope she will not be my nightmare.i heard that she's good, i hope so, because my math is really poor...i dont think i did follow the class perfectly today, left behind for like 2 or 3 times, again, math is killing me, math is all destroyed by Ah Pang.chemistry class should be the best subject, but it wasnt , because i guess biology is the best for today, the mr.chong is quite cute, and i think he is quite considerate, and for some reasons, i think he is closer to us.i guess i will know that reasons soon.chemistry lect is quite strict and the way she talks is kinda disastrous for all of us in the class, her slang and her pronunciation is so weird...we were all straining our ears to comprehend what she's talking about, honestly, to understand what she's saying, sometimes analysis is needed...haha...like atomic mass, artermic mars was what she pronounced,and i figured this will gonna be the way she talk for the whole course.so better start to adapt to it now.biology mr.chong asked us to write our name n put it infront of our table, like a name tag in office, and he enjoy calling our names.he's the only one who asked for introduction, and he really paid attention and was passionate in knowing us, that what i think.then, we dismissed earlier than 3.30pm because we all dont have our textbook and he cant teach.then i went to the photocopy shop with my classmate.so crowded lol.i waited outside for quite awhile, thanks to jhi lien, i dont have to spend too much on the textbook, can really save a lot.then i walled out the campus with my classmate ee hui, bought a rm1.5 yee mee goreng, then walked home while blasting in gaga's bad romance.weird, i craved rocks song so much after today's class.then i did some revision on bio, slept til 8pm, go for dinner with jhi lien, answered a bloody call, and then writing my blog.
that's all for tonight.
p/s: my house is full of colgate supporter. im one of the only two using darlie =)
haha! feel better after writing. cheers and be passionate for everything that's coming.
argh! before i forget, there's no korean in my class!!! arghhhh, im sad...=(....