went to Cheras UCSI to register on 17th of June,fetch by Eddie and i went in alone to do the whole registration.well, it was a happy trip though! went to eat cheese crab v Billy and Eddie..haha!! well, it's great, even though we didnt talk much, but it's still great to hav 2 brother eating crab v you...the crab is a lot cheaper than wat i expected, cost only rm76 for 3 of us to finish 1'5kilo of crab, a vege, tofu and a dunno wat meat...it's very nice!! then, Billy headed home alone after he drop us at Aman Puri..hmm, i wonder how can he owaz talk in such a mesmerizing way..it's not that it's unnatural nor disgusting,im juz puzzled wat on earth has get into him for him to become such a gentle(to be honest,irresistable**)guy???hmmm, i hav no idea...to hav a cousin like this is kinda proud..wakaka!!Eddie Tay is so childish..hahaha...but still gud that his childish enlightened most of our time....his driving skill is superb but he was so childish=.=...but i guess he did all that juz to entertain me...i still feel gud,though the way he drive(while i was in the car v him) is kinda wrong to me...haha,yet i feel gud(but im really freaked out, on the highway)sticking v Eddie whilst he work aint at all tedious..i meet different kind of people just by staying beside him..well, there's a guy driving a car n from the "language" he was using while he talked, i guess he earn atleast hundreds thousand a month...i've to admit tat when i first saw his car, i was kinda interested in meeting his owner..starting to imagine wat a guy will be driving such a car...n i still kept a good impression towards him when i first saw him...however,after spending about 2 hrs v this guy,(actually didnt really spend the time v his, is by his side，all i did is watch n watch n watch him) i dun hold any good feeling towards him anymore...i duno how can i describe the obnoxious pattern of him that make me dislike him...well, money is not everything, i think respect is more of wat i wan...n i saw some foreign worker today..i pity them when i saw that they r not given the adequet respect that they deserved...i shall owaz remind myself that no matter wat i become one day, i must still hold respect towards people from all level...every human should be respected unless they gave up the chance to be respected at first...realised that i've wasted 6 months doin nothing, i've decided to make up for the past 6 months in the next few months n do my best to attain excellent result in Ucsi....i should never disappoint those who love n support me so much...im really grateful to Eddie..but he's so mischevious that i cant be serious to him for even a second...i wonder if he know how grateful im ,since all i said was a super normal n heartless-sounded "thanks"...haha, it's his fault right? hahaha, anyway, i guess i will tell him one day, i mean that im goin to do it formally n whole-heartedly this time...
p/s:you missed the day i first register in College，i hope atleast i receive a call from u on my first day of college..i dont need money! care n love from you is enough for me....
anyway, i wont let myself to depend to much on anybody anymore, not even thinking of...i wana to be independent, i wana to be tough, rough, that i can sustain my own life without causing trouble for others....time's gonna prove it...
Hey!!! be really tough n rough!!! HAVE FAITH
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