1 litre of tears...

well, this is indeed a splendid piece work...those who participate in bringing this drama to the public will surely be blessed. as one of them who watched this drama from the very beginning until the end, i can tell how this drama can inspire people and make us cherish life more than we do...i cried a lot while watching this drama, periodically, my heart aches from watching how Aya suffered internally...the part that stunned me the most n broke my heart is that when Aya found herself no longer able to speak fluently...this is so terrible! i cant imagine how am i going to live if i cant even tell people what i intended to convey,even to her Asou-kun,the very important people in her life! i'm not sure is this just a short-term booster like it always is or this impact will last forever in my heart...but i wana to keep this pain forever in my heart, to always remind myself to live on, not to give up...it's ok to grief,but we should always know where the limit is, and stop crying, stand up on our feet again and continue with our journey...hmmmmm...i was thinking about this, when even i myself don't think that there is anything in me or on me that make me attracting, why are there people out there who appreciate me like i'm something precious,like im of all good...i really don't know what is that that they saw in me, for some unknown reason, im afraid of those fondness that they show towards me...i don't know why, i just simply cant take that...i feel so sorry to them, i hope i can slowly learn to treasure the kindness of others..still learning...all of sudden, after watching the drama, i was thinking mayb, life is not just about earning money,perhaps, i will get bored of my job one day, well mayb, there are jobs that make me feel alive all of my life, that make me feel worthy of living, that which can help others too...hmmmm, im really gonna to think carefully about this....