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a very long time since my last post...

was quite busy, exams, granma being admitted into hospital again ( discharged one day after admission, no big deal ) , didnt know wat to write, bla bla bla...

went to sri cempaka international school for a musical performance this afternoon,

it's almost overwhelming to be in tat school,

the environment,the swimming pool, the field, the students, and the performance..

everything is so great, tat it's actually resentment-generating...

u noe wats the worst place u can go in this world?

a world of comparison i guess? when u start comparing, nothing's ever the best, ther are always something better u see...

sometimes when u're being exposed to soemthing better than wat u hav now,

all u feel inside is lacking...

and then u forget all about the "being grateful brings better" craps...

and u feel like u're living a very small life, ther's soemthing bigger n better out ther tat u wish to hav... but guess wat? it's almost insane ,as the same mind tat's telling u to grab those so called bigger and better, is also whispering that u will never get to that....

n this i guess its the insanity of human mind =)

new sem has started....swear to god i will try my very best in this last sem.....

last sem meaning that i hav 6 months before leaving cheras....everything seems to hav settles down, starting to germinate n ready to glow but hmmmm, im leaving ...hmmmmmm

omg, watched the whole Vampire diaries season2 in 3 days!!!

Damon is just so HOT...and all of a sudden stephan became nothing..LMAO

casting really plays a very important roles in making a successful movie/ drama,

n everyone in VD really suit their character very well...

watch watch!! must watch!! =p

LMAO..

damon, jeremy, bonnie, caroline, tylor, elena, stephen, elijah, aleric, jenna,.....

omg, i'm definitely goin to watch it again!

damn it!!! another 6 months of waking everyday at 6!! urgh!!!

yes!!! 6 months to go and im free of the "A level hell" !!!

oh dear, lets be adventurers!

:)

nothing to be afraid of,

it's just life....

lol n now im goin to study

p/s:: and here's a photo of sri cempaka