Love my LIFE =)

LOVE my life =D

great housemates,

funny classmates,

wonderful mums,

caring friends,

sort of soul-mate-ish ex-roomie

sweet close friends,

bla bla bla...

=D

things might be changing every now and then,

i know i couldnt hold on to this moment forever

but at least i fully enjoy this period of time

n be grateful for everything that came into my life =)


went to hospis today =D

did my first foot massage for a patient =D

hehe, i suck at it.. felt so paiseh when i was doing =)

there is this lady who has to stop coming as she has to start her chemotherapy tmlw,

wish her all the best..

from what they hav been sharing n telling,

i've come to know how destructive and helpful chemotherapy can be,

ironically, chemotherapy helps to kill those cancer cells,

but it's sort of taking ur time away, drenching ur body of energy,

and for me, it's taking life away to keep people alive,

i overheard someone's conversation today,

there is this lady who went through depression after she was diagnosed with cancer..

they said when she came to hospis, she scolded people a lot, and she couldnt eat, and

was wearing thin very fast,

sign of depression i think?

and then she came to hospis,

still very grumpy and cranky though,

but she started to talk to people, interact with other patients,

and then her mood was lifted obviously,

and then she started eating and gained weight.. =)

great isn't it?

for that period of time, she was happy and shinning from inwards,

but i heard the first time after she did her chemotherapy,

she was bedridden for four months,

i think maybe this was the cause of she getting into depression too...

and then the bad news came,

her cancer cells had started splitting and spreading again, and she has to do chemo again...

but the first impression that chemotherapy left in her mind was so overwhelming agonizing that she can't imagine herself going through all that again,

and she decided not to do it again..

and i think after few months or some time.(not sure how long, but not long for sure),

she has passed on...

hmmmmmmm, speechless,

it might sounds like a very sad ending,

but think of the happy n shinning moments she had before her cancer attacks again...

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to be healthy and happy is the best thing that we can have on earth,

and to be happy is the best approach to be healthy,

and to be happy, gratitude is the universal link to it,

all are related........ =)


BE GRATEFUL, BE HAPPY , AND BE HEALTHY...

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