.....

a very long time since my last post...

was quite busy, exams, granma being admitted into hospital again ( discharged one day after admission, no big deal ) , didnt know wat to write, bla bla bla...

went to sri cempaka international school for a musical performance this afternoon,

it's almost overwhelming to be in tat school,

the environment,the swimming pool, the field, the students, and the performance..

everything is so great, tat it's actually resentment-generating...

u noe wats the worst place u can go in this world?

a world of comparison i guess? when u start comparing, nothing's ever the best, ther are always something better u see...

sometimes when u're being exposed to soemthing better than wat u hav now,

all u feel inside is lacking...

and then u forget all about the "being grateful brings better" craps...

and u feel like u're living a very small life, ther's soemthing bigger n better out ther tat u wish to hav... but guess wat? it's almost insane ,as the same mind tat's telling u to grab those so called bigger and better, is also whispering that u will never get to that....

n this i guess its the insanity of human mind =)

new sem has started....swear to god i will try my very best in this last sem.....

last sem meaning that i hav 6 months before leaving cheras....everything seems to hav settles down, starting to germinate n ready to glow but hmmmm, im leaving ...hmmmmmm

omg, watched the whole Vampire diaries season2 in 3 days!!!

Damon is just so HOT...and all of a sudden stephan became nothing..LMAO

casting really plays a very important roles in making a successful movie/ drama,

n everyone in VD really suit their character very well...

watch watch!! must watch!! =p

LMAO..

damon, jeremy, bonnie, caroline, tylor, elena, stephen, elijah, aleric, jenna,.....

omg, i'm definitely goin to watch it again!

damn it!!! another 6 months of waking everyday at 6!! urgh!!!

yes!!! 6 months to go and im free of the "A level hell" !!!

oh dear, lets be adventurers!

:)

nothing to be afraid of,

it's just life....

lol n now im goin to study

p/s:: and here's a photo of sri cempaka

Sarawak trip

6 days in sarawak, 3 days in kuching n 3 days in sibu,

there are too much that i couldnt talk about this trip,

it has really showed me what kind of person i am..

truth can be quite cruel and disappointing,

but it's good to learn from the past...

hmmmmmmmm.....

went to broga hill =D

love the view on the hill ..

it really feel very great standing there looking at the view around...

wish i have more chance to go there v frens...

exams exams exams...

@.@

study mood oh study mood,

where can i possibly find u~

done with all 3 seasons of Big Bang Theory =D

hahaha, tat series swell wey =D

hahaha...

Karma

they were talking about karma while i was washing dishes over the sink,

some agreed with karma saying, some does not,

one said she feels better when something bad happens and she take it as a karma( some effect/punishment from the past deed).

i heard something like: i dont understand and cant understand why some people just have to go through and suffer so much, why some bad things never stop falling on someone..

i was just plain listening.

no comments + no feelings

but then what dr.gan said something, that made me goes "hmmmmmmm..." u noe?

" one once said, when u take the newspaper and put it really close to ur face, what do u see? u see black dots, blurred image, not words and info from the newspaper, but when u pull away the newspaper, look at it again, u see words and clear images.. this is the difference between GOD and us, GOD sees everything in a big picture, we human only look at what's right infront of us, that's why we were clueless, life cant never be seen in isolation, life is a continuous process where nothing halts abruptly and let u evaluate it before it goes soaring again...things happen for a reason...."

some people sees blue as calming and serenity,

some thinks its moody and sad,

people sees things differently...

im so retarded

yet adorable <3

i know u love me too, XOXO...

hahaha

=)

Ting came over to my place to study ystrdy n today =D
we had dinner together n it was great =D

it feels good to be with ur old fren...LMAO

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
saw this post on tumblr::

REBLOG IF U'RE AGED BETWEEN
14 - 18
....................

and i was like.......oh hell no, i've dropped out of that range already!! what an honor =D

LMAO, yes, we all are old already,
remember the time when we were 15 and we look at adults cursing that it takes forever to grow up and now phewwww, we're 19 already....

but again, some time later when we're 40 we'll think back of moments like this, and we will smile and say:" oh hell, that stupid me thought she was old, enough =.= what a joke"..

haha, all of us still have a very long yet fleeting journey to go on,
so yea,
u know,
yea....

LMLAO!!!

hahahaha...........

i wish i could try all the things in this world in just 3 days and then just drop down n be dead for good....

hahahhaaha...swt=.=

back to math...bye

美好的回忆

从前，
当大家都需要彼此，
我们用绚丽的字眼，堂皇的诺言 来美化这段感情。

如今，
当大家不再互相需要，
我们用许多借口为彼此的疏远上底妆，
绚丽的诺言不能暴露难看地下台。

不怀疑曾经的诺言，
相信曾经的我们
的确很天真，
不相信曾经，
看见永远^_^

文字与话语，
都是不真实地虚假夸大，
只有心中的情感才是最真的。

学着不用文字话语诺言
来束缚彼此，
在心中的，
从来就不会走远；
嘴里说的，
慢慢会消失在烟尘中。

不为守不住的诺言难过，
不因为不再一样的脸孔失望，
心中的余温，
提醒自己曾经与你们随行，
我的心曾经因为你们而温暖 =）

可是学会不执着，
人生好比一间不曾间断播放电影的戏院，
好戏，坏戏，
总有结束的时候，
看戏的人来来去去，
戏里的感动
留不住， 却记得住。

人，
都是在向前走，
大家都走好，
务必要幸福快乐 =）

=(^.^)=

中学是美丽的曾经，
我们有过最快乐的时光

妈妈

最疼我的人是妈妈 =))

有妈妈就很幸福了=(^.^)=