yet adorable <3
i know u love me too, XOXO...
hahaha
Monday, April 25, 2011
=)
Ting came over to my place to study ystrdy n today =D
we had dinner together n it was great =D
it feels good to be with ur old fren...LMAO
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
saw this post on tumblr::
REBLOG IF U'RE AGED BETWEEN
14 - 18
....................
and i was like.......oh hell no, i've dropped out of that range already!! what an honor =D
LMAO, yes, we all are old already,
remember the time when we were 15 and we look at adults cursing that it takes forever to grow up and now phewwww, we're 19 already....
but again, some time later when we're 40 we'll think back of moments like this, and we will smile and say:" oh hell, that stupid me thought she was old, enough =.= what a joke"..
haha, all of us still have a very long yet fleeting journey to go on,
so yea,
u know,
yea....
LMLAO!!!
hahahaha...........
i wish i could try all the things in this world in just 3 days and then just drop down n be dead for good....
hahahhaaha...swt=.=
back to math...bye
so yea,
u know,
yea....
LMLAO!!!
hahahaha...........
i wish i could try all the things in this world in just 3 days and then just drop down n be dead for good....
hahahhaaha...swt=.=
back to math...bye
Saturday, April 23, 2011
美好的回忆
从前，
当大家都需要彼此，
我们用绚丽的字眼，堂皇的诺言 来美化这段感情。
如今，
当大家不再互相需要，
我们用许多借口为彼此的疏远上底妆，
绚丽的诺言不能暴露难看地下台。
不怀疑曾经的诺言，
相信曾经的我们
的确很天真，
不相信曾经，
看见永远^_^
文字与话语，
都是不真实地虚假夸大，
只有心中的情感才是最真的。
学着不用文字话语诺言
来束缚彼此，
在心中的，
从来就不会走远；
嘴里说的，
慢慢会消失在烟尘中。
不为守不住的诺言难过，
不因为不再一样的脸孔失望，
心中的余温，
提醒自己曾经与你们随行，
我的心曾经因为你们而温暖 =）
可是学会不执着，
人生好比一间不曾间断播放电影的戏院，
好戏，坏戏，
总有结束的时候，
看戏的人来来去去，
戏里的感动
留不住， 却记得住。
人，
都是在向前走，
大家都走好，
务必要幸福快乐 =）
=(^.^)=
中学是美丽的曾经，
我们有过最快乐的时光
当大家都需要彼此，
我们用绚丽的字眼，堂皇的诺言 来美化这段感情。
如今，
当大家不再互相需要，
我们用许多借口为彼此的疏远上底妆，
绚丽的诺言不能暴露难看地下台。
不怀疑曾经的诺言，
相信曾经的我们
的确很天真，
不相信曾经，
看见永远^_^
文字与话语，
都是不真实地虚假夸大，
只有心中的情感才是最真的。
学着不用文字话语诺言
来束缚彼此，
在心中的，
从来就不会走远；
嘴里说的，
慢慢会消失在烟尘中。
不为守不住的诺言难过，
不因为不再一样的脸孔失望，
心中的余温，
提醒自己曾经与你们随行，
我的心曾经因为你们而温暖 =）
可是学会不执着，
人生好比一间不曾间断播放电影的戏院，
好戏，坏戏，
总有结束的时候，
看戏的人来来去去，
戏里的感动
留不住， 却记得住。
人，
都是在向前走，
大家都走好，
务必要幸福快乐 =）
=(^.^)=
中学是美丽的曾经，
我们有过最快乐的时光
Friday, April 22, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
world
the world is indeed a beautiful place to live in,
negativity contaminated it instead,
stay positive,
live life,
gonna start working again =D
$$$ here i come,
this is a silent protest,
what im saying is:
see? i've got more than enough money, stop giving me $$,
if u wish, u could just love me more, filthy money means nothing..
good nite world,
tomorrow will be a better one =D
negativity contaminated it instead,
stay positive,
live life,
gonna start working again =D
$$$ here i come,
this is a silent protest,
what im saying is:
see? i've got more than enough money, stop giving me $$,
if u wish, u could just love me more, filthy money means nothing..
good nite world,
tomorrow will be a better one =D
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
pls try
can u pls try to understand that im goin through exactly what you're goin thru?
can u pls try to understand that im not as strong as you?
can u pls try to realise that u're one of those few poeple that i have?
can u pls try to love me?
can u pls not show ur dismay of me everytime i try to talk to you?
can u pls try to understand, the fact that u're ignoring me doesnt make things easier for me?
can u pls try to understand to i have very few reasons to stay positive n strong n u're taking away one of it away?
can u pls try to just listen to me n not thinking that im exaggerating things?
can u pls try to understand that i get tired at times too?
can u try to know that the reason behind tears is always hurts that ppl felt?
if someone invented a machine to look directly thru one's heart, u'll be surprised, u're the #2 on the list of reasons for pain in me...
i got fed up at times too u noe, and it takes more n more courage to stand up again every time i fall
selfish or cold-blooded i dunno...
the latter causes less pain though...
fuck the world
can u pls try to understand that im not as strong as you?
can u pls try to realise that u're one of those few poeple that i have?
can u pls try to love me?
can u pls not show ur dismay of me everytime i try to talk to you?
can u pls try to understand, the fact that u're ignoring me doesnt make things easier for me?
can u pls try to understand to i have very few reasons to stay positive n strong n u're taking away one of it away?
can u pls try to just listen to me n not thinking that im exaggerating things?
can u pls try to understand that i get tired at times too?
can u try to know that the reason behind tears is always hurts that ppl felt?
if someone invented a machine to look directly thru one's heart, u'll be surprised, u're the #2 on the list of reasons for pain in me...
i got fed up at times too u noe, and it takes more n more courage to stand up again every time i fall
selfish or cold-blooded i dunno...
the latter causes less pain though...
fuck the world
Saturday, April 16, 2011
有个人
有个人说，
他原谅烟原谅酒，
因为起码他们让我撑下去。
第一次有人这样说，
感动。谢谢。
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
最可怕的事，
是当你回过头看着现在的自己，
发现自己已经变成一个自己曾经最不希望变成的人。
*************************************************************************************
谢谢你的guitar,
我是真的几emo一下的咯~
哈哈，
现在都过去了
=D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
他原谅烟原谅酒，
因为起码他们让我撑下去。
第一次有人这样说，
感动。谢谢。
—————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
最可怕的事，
是当你回过头看着现在的自己，
发现自己已经变成一个自己曾经最不希望变成的人。
*************************************************************************************
谢谢你的guitar,
我是真的几emo一下的咯~
哈哈，
现在都过去了
=D
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Friday, April 15, 2011
Don't Cry
Waiting with faith for that day to come,
the day when I do not breakdown after drinking.
even more I hope I'd stop drinking one day.
yea, sad ryte?
the day when I do not breakdown after drinking.
even more I hope I'd stop drinking one day.
yea, sad ryte?
the one
one once told me that she will eventually settle down and be serious when she finally found her THE ONE...
and before that she's just going to play along with the game.
sometimes i do wonder what if when that THE ONE fnally arrived but they can't seem to accept who we have been before them....
and before that she's just going to play along with the game.
sometimes i do wonder what if when that THE ONE fnally arrived but they can't seem to accept who we have been before them....
简单
淋着雨，
听着歌，
漫步走在路上，
简单的潇洒
简单的快乐。
拿着伞走在大太阳下，
原来真的比较舒服，
发现了， 买了伞，
几开心一下 =D
一间屋子住的都是几不错的人，
几开心一下 ^_^
简简单单的，
几不错一下，
几开心一下(^.^)
虽然不是在说我，
但是听见别人说，
喜欢的那个女生不漂亮，因为是喜欢她的内在，
听了有小小的感动
Hmmmm,最近有什么好看的电影？
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~
=(^.^)=
听着歌，
漫步走在路上，
简单的潇洒
简单的快乐。
拿着伞走在大太阳下，
原来真的比较舒服，
发现了， 买了伞，
几开心一下 =D
一间屋子住的都是几不错的人，
几开心一下 ^_^
简简单单的，
几不错一下，
几开心一下(^.^)
虽然不是在说我，
但是听见别人说，
喜欢的那个女生不漂亮，因为是喜欢她的内在，
听了有小小的感动
Hmmmm,最近有什么好看的电影？
啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~
=(^.^)=
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Don't go breaking my heart
Nice movie!!! =D >>>>>> don't go breaking my heart
Not goin to tell u the story here, go watch!
Girls u're gonna like it! <3
Danielle wu is so awhhhhhh-ish handsome!!!
And the ending is brilliant, love it!!!
Exactly what I how I want the movie to end =))
Girls girls! Dun miss it!! =D
Hahaha...
U noe how bad guys owaz think they can make things up after thy mess it up??
Becoz girls always fall for whatever shit they do..
Nahhhh, not in this movie!!! =D hahhahaa
I know this is stupid but I like the message of this movie to be :
Don't go breaking my heart, u might would have a second chance but I guarantee u that u will never have a third chance =p
Hahahaha!!! Well done GAO yuan yuan =D hahhahaha
Omg~~~~ @.@
Really shouldnt have gone to watch such movie~~~
Hahahahhahaha....
Not goin to tell u the story here, go watch!
Girls u're gonna like it! <3
Danielle wu is so awhhhhhh-ish handsome!!!
And the ending is brilliant, love it!!!
Exactly what I how I want the movie to end =))
Girls girls! Dun miss it!! =D
Hahaha...
U noe how bad guys owaz think they can make things up after thy mess it up??
Becoz girls always fall for whatever shit they do..
Nahhhh, not in this movie!!! =D hahhahaa
I know this is stupid but I like the message of this movie to be :
Don't go breaking my heart, u might would have a second chance but I guarantee u that u will never have a third chance =p
Hahahaha!!! Well done GAO yuan yuan =D hahhahaha
Omg~~~~ @.@
Really shouldnt have gone to watch such movie~~~
Hahahahhahaha....
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
she who see herself as a person without a future
talked to a lady while doing massage for her this afternoon in hospis...
she has had cartilage cancer and had been told by the doctor that she can only live for two months after her last check which revealed the presence of cancer cells in her bone...
after going through chemotherapy for once, she has suffered so much that she doesn't want to do it anymore. she would rather die than have to go through the pain again.
yes, she said those word exactly, she would rather die.
she was saying she doesnt want to become a burden to her family, as she couldnt move without the help of other now, that's why she thought of leaving, bring an end to all these.
but she has 2 young children aging 7 and 10 years old..
she is a very nice lady, she listened while people talks, pay attention..
but she wasn't this nice before she was diagnosed with cancer.
today she was telling me,she didnt believe in volunteers before this, given that she was a businesswoman and was always surrounded by people who were only concern about what benefits that can be gotten from you, she never believe those volunteers are sincere in helping the other, she knew there is something behind the smiling face, she thought she knew there are intentions behind those helping hands.
but after coming to hospis for few times, she had came to know that that's not the way, we dont want anything back, we only hope to bring comfort and love to those who are in need, it's true, try it out, find out how a smile or simply a touch can warm up those cold heart..
i told her about mr.oh, i told her how people get adapted to their situation slowly, how pepople change the arrangement n setting in their home to make things easier for those diasbled, how disabled people can live like normal people, how they can minimize the need for other to help out, bla bla bla. and of coz i hav to share the story of my most respected teacher mr.oh kim leng.
she listened to me, there were just so much to tell that i kept talking n talking, all she did was listen n listen..until wai mum came in as it was bingo time.
so we wheeled her to the activity room, we were talking in the tv room.
so we had a lot fun for bingo session as there was this new patient, uncle george, he was so bersemangat to atleast win a prize home, LMAO, ended up Tan Loy alone won 3 prizes, haha, super lucky =D
she didnt join in for bingo game, she left just awhile after we started our bingo game, before she went home, she told me something that makes me realise how helpless and miniature humans are infront of God. she said she is not someone whose future is to be fore-seen, she was grateful that i shared my story about mr.oh with her but at the same time she thought mr.oh's case and hers are two very different one. in her saying, mr.oh can see into his future, and make a decision that he wants to be something more than just a disabled, but she cant see into her future as she got no future.she was given 2 months time, and today isn't counted as one day in the 2 month's time anymore, today is a BONUS.in short, she thinks that she got no future.
p/s: she has got a lot of regrets, a lot which she wish that she did try out, but she knows in heart, all she has left is NOW, not to mention the future, and the past is not important anymore.
you know how much i wish to persuade her to do her chemo again? but i never did, because i know that i didnt go through what they've gone through, who are we to tell them life is more important, that they should put away the fear to chemo and look at life as life promises more than just the pain? we do not know, we are not sure, and we know everyone makes their own decision.
what am i trying to say? lol , i dont know =.= haih...
met a new volunteer today =D chai heng i think? very pretty girl and she's fun =)
u noe how u meet someone and u feel like u've defintely seen her somewher somehow? haha, she looks so so so familiar to me but we both know it would be impossible that we have met before, she was from pj but now staying in puchong and guess what? she is driving nissan sunny too !! =D hahahaha...veyr nice girl who has always been mistaken as "dai ka je" in the school =)
hmmmmm, that's all i think ? see ya soon =D
till then,
candy =)
she has had cartilage cancer and had been told by the doctor that she can only live for two months after her last check which revealed the presence of cancer cells in her bone...
after going through chemotherapy for once, she has suffered so much that she doesn't want to do it anymore. she would rather die than have to go through the pain again.
yes, she said those word exactly, she would rather die.
she was saying she doesnt want to become a burden to her family, as she couldnt move without the help of other now, that's why she thought of leaving, bring an end to all these.
but she has 2 young children aging 7 and 10 years old..
she is a very nice lady, she listened while people talks, pay attention..
but she wasn't this nice before she was diagnosed with cancer.
today she was telling me,she didnt believe in volunteers before this, given that she was a businesswoman and was always surrounded by people who were only concern about what benefits that can be gotten from you, she never believe those volunteers are sincere in helping the other, she knew there is something behind the smiling face, she thought she knew there are intentions behind those helping hands.
but after coming to hospis for few times, she had came to know that that's not the way, we dont want anything back, we only hope to bring comfort and love to those who are in need, it's true, try it out, find out how a smile or simply a touch can warm up those cold heart..
i told her about mr.oh, i told her how people get adapted to their situation slowly, how pepople change the arrangement n setting in their home to make things easier for those diasbled, how disabled people can live like normal people, how they can minimize the need for other to help out, bla bla bla. and of coz i hav to share the story of my most respected teacher mr.oh kim leng.
she listened to me, there were just so much to tell that i kept talking n talking, all she did was listen n listen..until wai mum came in as it was bingo time.
so we wheeled her to the activity room, we were talking in the tv room.
so we had a lot fun for bingo session as there was this new patient, uncle george, he was so bersemangat to atleast win a prize home, LMAO, ended up Tan Loy alone won 3 prizes, haha, super lucky =D
she didnt join in for bingo game, she left just awhile after we started our bingo game, before she went home, she told me something that makes me realise how helpless and miniature humans are infront of God. she said she is not someone whose future is to be fore-seen, she was grateful that i shared my story about mr.oh with her but at the same time she thought mr.oh's case and hers are two very different one. in her saying, mr.oh can see into his future, and make a decision that he wants to be something more than just a disabled, but she cant see into her future as she got no future.she was given 2 months time, and today isn't counted as one day in the 2 month's time anymore, today is a BONUS.in short, she thinks that she got no future.
p/s: she has got a lot of regrets, a lot which she wish that she did try out, but she knows in heart, all she has left is NOW, not to mention the future, and the past is not important anymore.
you know how much i wish to persuade her to do her chemo again? but i never did, because i know that i didnt go through what they've gone through, who are we to tell them life is more important, that they should put away the fear to chemo and look at life as life promises more than just the pain? we do not know, we are not sure, and we know everyone makes their own decision.
what am i trying to say? lol , i dont know =.= haih...
met a new volunteer today =D chai heng i think? very pretty girl and she's fun =)
u noe how u meet someone and u feel like u've defintely seen her somewher somehow? haha, she looks so so so familiar to me but we both know it would be impossible that we have met before, she was from pj but now staying in puchong and guess what? she is driving nissan sunny too !! =D hahahaha...veyr nice girl who has always been mistaken as "dai ka je" in the school =)
hmmmmm, that's all i think ? see ya soon =D
till then,
candy =)
Saturday, April 2, 2011
grown up
to grow up is to understand that life couldn't be a zero pain equation,
to have grown up is to have faith,even when feeling the pain, that everything will,however,eventually fades into the landscapes of every incidents, and stay as a background & landscapes forever since, not anything more than that.
growing up is not to cry nor shouts but to savor the slightest pain that shall lead us to somewhere we belong
what is to leave couldn't tarry,
what is to come will not take forever to reach.
=D
life, but a dream.
to have grown up is to have faith,even when feeling the pain, that everything will,however,eventually fades into the landscapes of every incidents, and stay as a background & landscapes forever since, not anything more than that.
growing up is not to cry nor shouts but to savor the slightest pain that shall lead us to somewhere we belong
what is to leave couldn't tarry,
what is to come will not take forever to reach.
=D
life, but a dream.
this, too, will pass
知道还有别人比自己更不幸，更不开心，
一直都提醒自己要be grateful，
可是有的时候真的还会痛，
那种一直都在背景的痛。
不过还好什么都会过去的，
流过的眼泪都会蒸发掉，
一切会不留痕迹的。 =)
this, too, will pass. =D
最痛的不是喜欢的人不喜欢你，因为应该不可能不再喜欢任何人，
最难过的不是朋友不在乎你， 应为总会有一个人超过友谊，不舍得让你难受，
最伤的是每次难过想要有个家可以躲一躲，回头望，那个家从来都不在。
最刺的是每次从别人的嘴里听出自己错过了多少，自己和别人不同的生活。童年，是永远的烙痕。
最辣的是很多人都会靠过来，想说是给点安慰给点温暖，却不知道当他们再次转身离开带来的那种酸，
情愿你们不曾出现。
这样只会让我更清楚，那个唯一不会离开的人，可以让我永远依靠的，
本来就不存在于我的生活中。
我emo emo 就好~
哈哈哈，
痛过就算。
什么都会过去的 =D
一直都提醒自己要be grateful，
可是有的时候真的还会痛，
那种一直都在背景的痛。
不过还好什么都会过去的，
流过的眼泪都会蒸发掉，
一切会不留痕迹的。 =)
this, too, will pass. =D
最痛的不是喜欢的人不喜欢你，因为应该不可能不再喜欢任何人，
最难过的不是朋友不在乎你， 应为总会有一个人超过友谊，不舍得让你难受，
最伤的是每次难过想要有个家可以躲一躲，回头望，那个家从来都不在。
最刺的是每次从别人的嘴里听出自己错过了多少，自己和别人不同的生活。童年，是永远的烙痕。
最辣的是很多人都会靠过来，想说是给点安慰给点温暖，却不知道当他们再次转身离开带来的那种酸，
情愿你们不曾出现。
这样只会让我更清楚，那个唯一不会离开的人，可以让我永远依靠的，
本来就不存在于我的生活中。
我emo emo 就好~
哈哈哈，
痛过就算。
什么都会过去的 =D
$100 Yen
yeahoo =D
that $100yen japanese groceries shop is reopened again =)
hehehe,
we go there almost everynite lo,
the greentea red bean ice is so nice =D
coookies, potato cips, bla bla bla~
ewhhhh >.<
getting fat T________T
evil housemate bought a lot of KFC ystrdy nite >.<
arghhh i was FORCED to eat!!!
i swear, they forced me to eat!! i didnt wan to!!!
hahhaa....
great day =D
till then,
XOXO
that $100yen japanese groceries shop is reopened again =)
hehehe,
we go there almost everynite lo,
the greentea red bean ice is so nice =D
coookies, potato cips, bla bla bla~
ewhhhh >.<
getting fat T________T
evil housemate bought a lot of KFC ystrdy nite >.<
arghhh i was FORCED to eat!!!
i swear, they forced me to eat!! i didnt wan to!!!
hahhaa....
great day =D
till then,
XOXO
Friday, April 1, 2011
MOVIE =D
went to watch "sucker punch" today =D
hmmmm,
the action scene sucks,
not really impressive,
the story plot is actually not bad, but it's a bit too complicated,
for example while we were watching "inception",
it was very complicated also, but at the movie continue u will be able to grab the pieces of the story and eventually understand the whole story,
for this movie, i seriously have no idea what those certain scene were trying to tell...
anyway it's not that bad la, just not impressive enough,
afterall how many movie on show today are impressive?
not much .
=D great day
u hav a nice day too =)
XOXO
hmmmm,
the action scene sucks,
not really impressive,
the story plot is actually not bad, but it's a bit too complicated,
for example while we were watching "inception",
it was very complicated also, but at the movie continue u will be able to grab the pieces of the story and eventually understand the whole story,
for this movie, i seriously have no idea what those certain scene were trying to tell...
anyway it's not that bad la, just not impressive enough,
afterall how many movie on show today are impressive?
not much .
=D great day
u hav a nice day too =)
XOXO
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